And
that’s what Tiger Woods gets for messing around with dem
white girls
A sista like me would’ve known to keep her legs open and her
mouth shut
would’ve kept his low down on the down low
don’t know where he got the idea that
i couldn’t have played the perfect
whore to his wife’s madonna, that this skin would
have made me any less of a revolving door, that
I wouldn’t have been just as easy for him
to enter and leave, I guess life ain’t nearly as sweet for
a man so allergic to chocolate
Well, sis
I want you to know
that it’s not about you being better than her
but about you being better than this
that a man’s kiss should never feel like a hand me down
that it will always be easier for a man to get his ring off his finger
than it will be for him to get his wife off his mind
that no matter how far you can make your legs
go back during
he will always go back to her after
that the afterglow should never be the full extent of your shine
that sometimes sex is best defined as meaningless
that the woman he’s able to do anything to
is rarely ever the woman he’s willing to do everything for
that the easier it becomes to see yourself in the mirror on the ceiling
the harder it will become to see yourself in the one on the wall
that a relationship is either a two way street
or just another dead end
that him being inside you
will never be the same as him being into you
that knowing the way he touches is
nothing compared to knowing the way he feels
that making deals with the devil won’t guarantee you a spot in heaven
that part time lover was never meant to be your full time job
that his double life only serves to keep you a single woman
that you deserve to be remembered for more
than how easily you can be forgotten
that everytime you scratch his 7 year itch you are ruining
your manicure
and your karma
that satisfaction will never take the place of fulfillment
that real love will always be more full course meal than midnight snack
that you do not have a microwave between your legs
that exists for the sole purpose of heating up another
woman’s leftovers
that having a man to sleep with
will never feel as good as having one to wake up to
that the hours between Midnight and 6am do not constitute forever
that no matter how often you drop to your knees
he will never be anything like
the man
you prayed for.
By: Jamaal St. John